New Year's Eve

So it's 8:20 on New Year's Eve. I have been invited to about three or four parties but all I really feel like doing is sitting on my ass playing video games and getting drunk in the privacy of my own home. I know this is not cool but I just don't WANT to do anything. I am not looking forward to the new year in fact I feel like I am just getting older with nothing to show for my aging process. I feel less intelligent and less accomplished than when I was 18. I sincerely hope 2007 is brighter than 2006. I am going to drag my ass out of the house and go do SOMETHING with my friends and try to put on a happy face. Hopefully I can change my mood just by forcing a smile. Wish me luck !!